A single breath and
my heart is lifted slightly
Above the emptiness
That slowly has confined me
I let go, and sink deeper
into that place I can’t open up to
The overlapping thoughts of time
the mindless words my heart beats to
‘Cause if I dive in
It’s so difficult to escape
It leaves a scar upon my conscience
and reminds me of the pain I can take
I second guess my happiness
Maybe secretly I play make-believe
Like the little girl I once was
Only this time I can finally see
That happiness no longer exists
You make it what you want it to be
It isn’t handed out in bundles
It comes from the triumphs of misery
Maybe my day will come
When the misery will be gone
But right now sitting by myself
I know there is something that is wrong
I know it in my gut
To the very depths of my soul
That beneath the skin and tissue
I am made of holes

... This is something I just wrote, don't take it too seriously, it just kind of came out, it feels unfinished though.